Father's day

I just wanted to wish my husband, Dad, and Father in law a happy Father's day. I love them all so much! They're great father's!!! You know I've finally come to terms with my dad's death completely, but lately I've been really missing him. I hate that I can't feel him. I hate that I can't see him. I hate that he is not here on earth anymore. I hate that I'm starting to forget about him. I hate that McKenzie is forgetting him. I hate that Madisynn doesn't know him. It just really hurts, and stinks. Last night I decided to rent this movie:

Which probably wasn't such a great idea. I never really knew what it was about. I needed a good chic flick. It was a really good movie, it just wasn't the right time to see it. I cried my eyes out from start to finish. All I could think about was my Dad and Mom through the entire movie. I was exhausted and ready for bed as soon as the movie was over. This morning I woke up with a nasty headache, from crying so much. A few years ago we gave my Dad a father's day card similar to this one.

He absolutely loved that one, so I know he would like this one! Here is also a the video tribute to my Dad that the mortuary put together for the viewing for us. I love it, and love to watch it every once in awhile. Sorry about the quality of them. I had to record the cd off of the computer and make it into 2 slide shows; because if we would have kept it one, it would have been to many MB and wouldn't have fit. Enjoy! Happy Father's Day to everyone!