I'm dragging....and just so exhausted...oh yeah the Heimlich maneuver too.

Man this last month I am just dragging. I have zippo energy, I'm not sleeping well. It could be the heat, it could be many things. Today was just worse than ever. Of course I went to bed late, I think I was on the verge of sleep, when the girls bedroom door bursts open. It scared me to death. Just as I jumped out of bed I saw madisynn running down the hall. I have no idea if she had a bad dream, or if she is a sleepwalker too. I called her name and she turned around and ran back to me. She cuddled me. I gave her luvs and asked if she was ok. She didn't talk but just loved me back. I asked her if she was ready to lay back down on her bed, and she instantly reached for her bed. I knew she was ok. So I layed her down, kissed her, and closed the door. She went back to sleep quickly. As for me, I don't think I really got back to sleep. I had set my alarm clock for 5:15 to get up and exercise, because I had a hair appointment at 9 am. I didn't get out of bed until 5:45. I really had to force myself. So I felt better after doing my workout, and eating, but when I actually got to my hair appointment I was so exhausted. The girl that cuts my hair is so sweet. I love that she takes her time, and that she is talkative. She always makes me feel so much better. I love getting my hair washed, and she does amazing head massage while doing it. Very relaxing. I guess she can tell that I'm always stressed when I come in. I don't know. Anyways after my hair appointment I had to run to the Good Earth store to buy some vitamins. I had talked to my sister last week about vitamins. I knew that she would probably have a good recommendation because she is the miss natural herbal queen. Not a bad thing, I'm grateful she is! I told her how I had been feeling, and she said it sounds like maybe your a little anemic. So this is what she recommended to me to buy for me, and something to buy for the kids:

So I bought them of course. Man Vitamins are so dang expensive, but if they will make you feel better than it's totally worth it. The Multi-vitamin has iron in it, so I hope it will make a difference. I thought the kid vitamins were really cute too, I hope my kids will like them. Also look at the size of these pills. I'm going to have a hard time swallowing these suckers!They are HUGE!!! Another little fact about me is that I have an extremely hard time swallowing pills. I used to do it when I was younger with no problem, but this one time my Mom choked really bad on one of her pills in front of us kids. My Dad had to do the Heimlich maneuver on her. It really freaked me out. Every time they gave the demonstration of the Heimlich maneuver in elementary school, all I would think about was choking. I would have the hardest time swallowing anything. It was a weird mental thing going on. I grew out of it, but still continue to have a hard time swallowing pills. I know that I could break the tablet up, and the gel capsule I could empty out into applesauce or something. I don't want to not try though. I need to try to swallow them normal. We'll see how it goes tomorrow. Wish me luck.